Gracie last year as a puppy.
We are not having great luck with our animals and I want to scream "ARE YOU KIDDING ME???". We have been grieving over losing our neighbors horse Mack, who had to be put down because it hurt its leg and the infection got into the tendon and became untreatable. My kids cried over him for days and Cody was very sad because he was learning to ride on Mack. The horse was 24 and it wasn't ours, but we all grew to love the old man and was so sorry to see him have to die the way he did. Then the experience just a few weeks ago with our cat Maverik, which we are still sad about, and now I'm so sorry to report that we have lost our dog Gracie. Friday morning after taking the kids to school I let her out to run and play and use the bathroom. I wait to let her out until after the kids go to school because she likes to chase the kids and run after the bus. I was sitting on the back deck watching her so she didn't run out of the yard and was reading a book. She could be sneaky so I had to keep an eye on her. I could see her in the back of our lot by our chickens so I laid my head back and closed my eyes as I soaked in the morning sun. Every time I checked I could see her so I wasn't worried. But then I looked up and she was gone. I hadn't heard her come past me to get out the front, so I called for her, and she didn't come. I walk back to the chickens and she wasn't there. I walked around the yard and into the front yard and couldn't find her. I ended up driving around the neighborhood then walking through fields and backyards looking for her and I couldn't find her. While I was walking I passed the animal control officer who had her lights on. My thought was "I hope she didn't pick Gracie up, she didn't have her tag on." I take her tag off when I put her bark collar on because it makes the bark collar shock her without her barking and it confuses her. I searched for about an hour but needed to get to St. George and back before the kids got out of school at 1:15 so I came home and decided to call the pound and let them know that she is missing. When I called with Gracie's description the lady got really quiet and asked me to describe her and her collar. I did, and she told me that she had just picked up a black lab that had been hit and killed by a car just down from my house. I couldn't believe it! She had only been gone for just a few minutes, but she can run really fast so in a way it didn't surprise me. She had obviously gone down to the Stirlands to "herd" their cattle around, something she loves to do, and probably heard me calling her and started to run as fast as she could to get home, and got hit. I was so sad!! I wondered how I was going to break this to my kids. . .again!! I had to identify her, so instead of going to St. George, I went out to the pound. Her bark collar had been broken with the impact but her body was intact except for the blood coming out her mouth. I knew Cody would be devastated, so I gathered all of my courage and tears and brought her body home. The animal officer was very nice and wrapped her up in a blanket so I didn't have to handle her. She felt like I was holding a small child in my arms as I lifted her from the car and put her in a cool place until Cody came home. More tears, sobbing and sadness for me as I anticipated telling the kids. I knew Cody would be angry, and I was right. I waited until he got home from school to tell him and he started yelling and throwing things. I was grateful that I had brought her body home because as I watched him dig her grave I could see the therapy he was feeling as he swung the pick ax and shovel. I wish that I would have had the courage to bring home Maveriks' body so and given Cody and the kids that closure. Cody dug a deep grave then went and got Gracies body. We were all sobbing as he carefully laid her in her final resting place, not taking the blanket off. Slowly he covered her with earth and we all hugged. Cami and Dalyon weren't home yet so I had to tell them later, which meant more tears with each one. I wish I could understand what we are to learn from losing all of our animals so close to each other. Although they are just animals, they are members of our family and a great source of comfort for all of us. Their unconditional love heals us in our trials and comforts us in our sorrows. I'm so sorry to lose another friend.
Gracie last summer at Mt. Timpanogas. She had gotten so big and was learning to obey, to come, sit, stay, etc. We will really miss her. Gracie died October 5, 2012





